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Midwest Refreshment

I realise that entries have been scarce this year; it’s been a difficult one creatively, and both Euterpe and Calliope seem to have been on a prolonged holiday. My lecture schedule has continued in full swing, I have one commission that’s been on the back burner for far too long – along with other musical obligations – and to be honest, I’ve been feeling on the verge of being burnt out. Following the apparent example of the aforementioned muses, I went to the midwest for a few days, visiting cousins and seeing the sights.

I flew into St Louis, Missouri in 45C/112F weather, made bearable (for me) by the humidity. I spent the week being told that humidity only makes the heat worse, whilst I tried explaining that dry, desert heat was like sticking my head in a hot oven and trying to breathe. Six days of low altitude, greenery, water, and blessed humidity, despite rather manic activity, appear to have been good for my energy, soul and creative spirit.

While I was away, CDBaby reported an unusual number of digital downloads, as well as CD sales, – something few of us are seeing in this current economy. This has been so encouraging that I’m actually thinking about recording again. Time away, unplugged and in a different environment, seems to have done me a world of good and I’m returning to my work with a sense of renewed purpose. If I’m lucky, my muses will have also returned, tanned, relaxed, and bearing mountains of inspiration. Back to ‘real life’.

Remembering Memories

The cries of Canadian geese, of cormorants and seagulls; the gentle ripple of a lake, the roar of the ocean tide, and the sound of boats on the water; the stony silence of a bald eagle on a river pylon, the cry of a blue jay, the tapping of a woodpecker, and the song of a mockingbird; the echoes of a fife played strangely out of tune, the war cry of wild turkeys, a ferry bell . . . such was the soundtrack of my week in Tidewater, Virginia.

I’ve been promising to write about my most recent trip to the east coast ever since I returned in late October, but I stand firmly by the old adage “better late than never”. I shan’t bore you will all the details, but I do want to share some of the highlights.

I lived in Norfolk during my teens, attending what was then called junior high, as well as high school. As expected, after more than a few years, many things are now different, but incredibly, many things have remained the same. My schools looked exactly the way I remembered, although the surrounding neighbourhoods have changed a great deal. The red-brick building containing modest apartments where I once lived has been converted to high-price condos, although I couldn’t see any changes in the building to warrant this astonishing transformation.

I found the Hague and the Chrysler Museum right where I left them, but light rail now runs through the downtown area. The dodgy docks I haunted on Saturdays have been magically remodelled into a tourist area, and there was no sign of the beloved Asian import shop I had frequented on summer afternoons. It was wonderful to return to the urban area which holds so many vivid memories, including the tiny park where I watched fireflies on summer evenings, chatting endlessly with an English boy (my first crush), but even better to finally get to see so many things I didn’t have the opportunity to see whilst living there.

A dear friend took me across every bridge and tunnel in the area, and showed me nearly enough water – in endless varieties – to keep me satisfied in the desert for a few more months. We drove across the magnificent Chesapeake Bay Bridge Tunnel, stopping on the man-made Sea Gull Island to walk around. If you count the approach roads, the total length of the bridge is a mind-boggling 23 miles and includes two tunnels in addition to the nearly endless span of bridge. The bridge is still considered one of the engineering marvels of the world, and crossing it was an amazing experience.

As I think back, one early morning spent at Holly Tree Lookout by Lake Maury stands out, partly because I’d never seen holly trees before, but mostly because only a few feet away from us, sitting in a tree enjoying the sunshine was a great blue heron. Although he never unfolded his wings to stretch to his undoubtedly impressive breadth, it was clear just how big he was by how much space he took up on the branch. Except for brief bits of honking by some geese swimming by, the air was still and eerily quiet – a moment of magic I shan’t ever forget.

A trip to Jamestown also held special moments; the best (if you don’t count the early morning deer standing literally at the edge of the road as we drove by) was clambering aboard the replica sailing ships, going as high and as low as possible on each one, above deck and below. We didn’t dare attempt to climb the rigging, although we seriously considered it.

The single best experience, however, had to be crossing the James River by ferry. Driving onto the ferry, we quickly left the car and went to stand at the front (prow? bow? You can tell I’m no sailor!) of the ferry. A few seagulls hitched a ride on a platform near water level, while others flew around us. Just past the half way mark I spottted a magestic bald eagle seated on a river pylon, only a few feet away from us. I’d never seen one in the wild before, and it was breath-taking. I’m sure he was hoping for brekkie and seemed completely oblivious to the ferry as we noisily passed. I wasn’t clever enough to grab my mobile and take a photo, but it remains a moment frozen in time that still seems as crisp and clear as when it happened. The only thing missing on that ferry ride was a hot cup of coffee!

Regretfully the trip was over all too soon, with so many places left to see, so many conversations left unspoken, and so little time spent at the ocean. This holiday provided a different sort of soundtrack for my life, but a soundtrack nonetheless. The sound of early morning silences remains with me as clearly as the tolling of a ferry bell.

Faeryland at Dawn

The sun is rising later as seasons shift and mornings grow colder. Where once on lazy Saturdays the sun shone in my eyes to awaken me, it’s now closer to half-seven before it finally peeks its lazy head above the horizon.

The building in which I live is built around an enclosed garden, a long rectangular area between the wings of the building, with no access to or from the outside world. Pavement paths wind around grassy areas, and old fashioned street lamps shine with a warm golden glow from dusk to dawn. Tall trees, catalpa and pine, tower over the building with branches bending so near I can almost touch the leaves from my balcony.

This morning I happened to catch a softly beautiful display: the winds were still, the lamps still shone, and dawn was breaking gently. Thin ribbons of stratus clouds shone with first a pink, then a rose, and finally a golden glow; a few darker clouds could be seen as well against the now pale but nearly colourless sky.

I went outside to watch and soak in the surreal atmosphere, and nearly gasped as a brilliant blue strip of sky suddenly broke through the clouds. All was still, no birds sang, and the recent winds had completely vanished. I breathed deeply, awestruck by a moment both sublime and sacred. I wish that I could bottle that feeling and carry it with me all day.

Bits and Bobs

The past few weeks have been enough to frustrate even the most ambitious blogger. The only time I’ve had to write has been during the few precious hours I’ve chosen to sleep each night. Finally things have quietened down to my normal manic pace, and I’m beginning to dig my way out from under.

I’m off for a week’s holiday tomorrow, and will recount my adventures upon my return. In the meantime, here are a few bits and bobs worth sharing:

Panoramic View of Mt Everest: www.panoramas.dk/fullscreen2/full22.html
Not as good as being there, but nearly. Certainly closer than many of us will ever be.

In Our Time: bbc.co.uk/radio4/features/in-our-time/podcasts/
Melvyn Bragg’s amazing podcast exploring culture, history, philosophy, religion and science has always been freely available via iTunes for those who don’t have access to Radio 4 or don’t have time to listen online. The series – every single episode – is now available for free via iTunes. Subscribe to any of the five catagories and you’ll see the entire back catalogue of that topic available for download.

I’ve only just discovered the real Lion King, zoologist Kevin Richardson. There is an amazing video on YouTube (youtube.com/watch?v=gPQ1VUMSYZo) showing him with his big cats, and proving that there are far better ways to communicate than by violence and dominance.

See you soon!

An Early Snowfall

It’s the 8th of October, and there’s snow on the mountains. Temperatures dropped severely overnight, and while there’s no snow in the city, apparently there is copious snow to the north. It’s rare to see snow this early in the southwestern desert landscape, and it’s a thrilling change from endless months of summer and the brief pseudo-autumn we’ve been enjoying.

Members of my mother’s family claimed that the calendar date of the first snowfall predicted how many snows would fall that winter. I can’t find anything to back it up, nor do I have any idea whether it’s a farmer’s, mid-western, or even urban legend. I would actually welcome seven more snows this winter, assuming this counts as the first of eight.

Snow dramatically changes the barren landscape here in an almost magical way that’s hard to describe. It’s not just the mountains that benefit: scrub brush, barren outcroppings of rock, terminally bleak landscapes, all receive the gift of new life from a snowfall. Sunrises and sunsets become more intense, and the occasional dense fog that drifts out of the canyon turns the mundane into the mystical.

I’ve spent a good portion of my life wishing for cooler temperatures when it was hot and wishing for the warmth of spring after an extraordinarily severe winter. This year I’d like to enjoy what I have, when I have it. I may mutter a bit if tomorrow’s temperaturs soar upwards 50 degrees higher than this afternoon, but I’m hopeful I can find something nice to say instead. I’d rather enjoy being in the here and now, than to spend the rest of my life whinging over what’s just beyond my reach …

“I’m swamped …”

Earlier this week a friend posted a quotation from The Princess Bride on my Facebook page: “‎…I’ve got my country’s 500th anniversary to plan, my wedding to arrange, my wife to murder and Guilder to frame for it; I’m swamped!”

Luckily my activities aren’t that dire, but it’s true – I’m slammed. I’m in the midst of two weeks of near chaos, with daily lectures and a workshop in varying places (some in nearby towns), rehearsals to plan, and a cantata to finish writing, not to mention a myriad annoying little activities like eating and sleeping. All of which is to say my blog is not dead, merely temporarily neglected.

See you soon!

A Visit to Santa Fe

I ran away to Santa Fe last Friday evening.

It was Fiesta weekend, a now 299-year-old (and counting) celebration, and the first chance I’ve had to take the train north since last winter. As I stood on the platform, the sky darkened, and it began to sprinkle. Then, as raindrops began to fall with more determination, those of us waiting struggled into jackets and hoodies, silently cursing the train which sat on the track perhaps half a mile away and couldn’t be bothered to pull up a couple of minutes early.

Finally on board, I settled back and soon was whizzing past the city limits on my way to The City Different, and before long it seemed as if I could actually sense autumn in the air. Seasons change sharply in Burque, if at all, and we often joke about the single day of autumn that slipped in between interminable weeks of summer before winter arrived.

With each passing mile I felt more relaxed, closer to autumn, and closer to one of my favourite escapes. Depending upon your trusted source, Santa Fe rests either 7000 or 7500 ft above sea level, quite a bit above the mile-high city where I live. It’s a significantly smaller city with a modern cosmopolitan atmosphere, but at the same time, some parts have a quaint old-European feel, to where it’s hard to remember you’re in the United States.

A friend picked me up at the station and treated me to dinner at one of our favourite restaurants, Tortilla Flats. By the time we returned to her house, unloaded my overnight bag, and paid significant attention to the trio of feline residents, it began bucketing rain. Winds blew, temps dropped, and by early Saturday morning it was clear there would be no Fiesta experience for me.

But when you are in a warm cosy house, filled with friendship, loving cats, hot coffee, cold beverages, and abundant food in the fridge – it’s hard to go wrong. We whiled away the hours talking, watching films, and discussing music, as well as chatting about this strange and wonderful thing we call life.

All too soon it was Sunday morning and time to return to reality, which is never really a bad thing. It simply means that somewhere in the near or distant future I’ll get another chance to escape to a similar, or perhaps very different, destination. Honestly, I can’t wait; it must be the gipsy in my soul.

Back on the radio

Last Monday I had the privilege of being in the studio with producer Paul Ingles recording material for an upcoming episode of Peace Talks. I’ve always enjoyed radio work, but it’s been a while since I’ve been in a radio studio.

There’s a rhythm to the work, and a need to be endlessly forgiving of yourself, especially if you’re working without a script. You sense fairly quickly how long to pause between attempts as you work to refine what’s coming off the top of your head without putting the session into overtime. And then there’s the problem of hearing your voice …

Very few people like to hear a recording of their voice, it’s just a manner of getting used to it. Since we hear ourselves through bone and flesh, our sense of our own voice is quite different from how others actually hear it. Once I’ve heard the first playback, and the initial shock has passed, that doesn’t worry me so much as trying to flatten out my Heinz 57 accent as I speak.

Paul had asked me to look into classical works written about peace, but it was actually easier to look for the flip-side of the coin – music that is distinctly anti-war. In retrospect, isn’t that the way of humanity? Don’t we tend to go about things in a circuitous manner, rather than simply approaching the end goal directly?

You never know how much of a recorded conversation will actually make it past the final edits; there are musical excerpts to be added, as well as intros, outros, transitions, and credits. But I do hope that one particular quotation from Leonard Bernstein makes it into the programme. It’s always been one of my favourites; it was his response to the assassination of President John F Kennedy: “This will be our response to violence: to make music more intensely, more beautifully and more devotedly than ever before.”

Arthur redux

Several months ago I wrote a post in my old blog about having been deluged by spam addressed to a person unknown to me, the mysterious Arthur N. To my surprise I’ve had several enquiries over the past few weeks regarding Arthur and his email deliveries. (Not bad, when I didn’t think anyone even read that post!). The best bit came from my friend Chris in response to an email about the planned deletion of my former blog:

What about Arthur? Hmm? What if he’s out there, right now, even as we speak, looking around desperately for info on all these emails he was expecting but didn’t get, and is depending on your old blog to help him out? How can you even think about deleting it when he could be panicking cos he hasn’t heard back from that Nigerian bank manager, or cos he hasn’t gotten those magic pills that will solve all his bedroom-related problems. Could you really live with the thought that you stopped him from buying that designer watch that he’d have to remortgage his house for?
I mean, come on! Show a bit of respect! It’s Arthur!

I suppose since I’ve quoted so much of Chris’s email I’ll now have to donate to the upcoming surgical procedure scheduled to have his tongue removed from his cheek.

I’m happy to say that Arthur’s barrage of spam seems to have slowed to less than a crawl. In fact I had to look carefully to find anything at all for the elusive fellow. The most recent emails were titled (seriously!): “Arthur! Steal a house! It is completey legal!”, “Stop snoring forever, Arthur!”, and “Lady Maids, UK Finder, Amazing service Arthur!” The only thing I can gather from this is that he is now homeless, plagued by snoring or other respiratory problems, and hoping to find employment as a Lady Maid – since he’s obviously too broke to hire one.

And if you want to find out how all of this nonsense began in the first place, my original blog post is printed below.

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Flashback post: originally written May 16th, 2011 – two blogs and several thousand spam ago.

No – not that Arthur. Certainly not the lovely Dudley Moore, nor even the slightly more abrasive Russell Brand. I mean the Arthur for whom I have been receiving an increasingly large number of strange emails.

I was rather bemused when I first began to notice email addressed to Arthur N forwarded to my current inbox from an old professional email address I rarely use. Arthur quickly began to receive a steady stream of information for new parents, expectant mothers (presumably directed toward the equally elusive Mrs Arthur), and adverts for books and clothing for young children. Soon spam for every sort of electronic gizmo and gadget you can imagine also began to arrive (presumably not for Mrs Arthur), as if open season had suddenly been declared on my email box.

Nowhere was there a sense that this was ordinary spam; every email specifically addressed Arthur, thanked him for joining their mailing list, and eagerly sought to be of use to him with his new parental responsibilities. Those that advertised every mechanical and electronic device known to man (including a few of rather dubious nature) didn’t waste time on pleasantries but got straight to the point, loudly proclaiming in colourful letters how much Arthur could buy for how little and warning him that he would deeply regret not accumulating several storage sheds filled with this invaluable … erm … stuff.

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